oHoooo shoPPinGHoLiC...!!!

salam..

alhamdulillah..hr nih 1st day oti kt sk kg nangka..so dpt rilex2 gak laa...xyah wat rph or abm...n ajakn sorg kwan ke KB telah ku terima dgn hati yang lapang..mau mencari tudung z&z hitam asalnye utk kak min..saiz XXL...but xde...yg jmpe awanis, ariani..ape lagi tatau...so aku jmpe bnda len lak...ade laaa dlm ratus2 gak abes..huhuhu jom tgk pe yg aku beli 2...hehehe

novel hlovate ke2 aku beli..td ase nk beli byk2...tp wit xckup..huhuh

nih bj blouse br..da byk kale putih...tp cm comei je kan? hehe

sy beli cardigan maroon..sbb cardigan itam sy da org len kebas :(

sume ini bernilai ratus2 tau..dari atas bantal, jeans google, cardigan maroon, novel, blouse n inner itam...

pas berjln2 shopin abes kn wit..kite mkn laa yek...mee hon tomyam claypot + honeydew ice... sedap n panas!! balik mktb cirit lak sbb mkn pedas sgt..muahaha :P xsnonoh tol..

Mengapa aku tidak BoLeh??

salam all..

masa aku tgh menaip abjad2 ini..aku masih ag berada dalam ketidakpuasan hati yang melampau..ini bukanlah melibatkan keinginan..ttp lebih kpd rasa kurg sng..terasa hati laa lebey kurang...

aku swonok melihat org2 disekeliling bleh menyalurkn rs marah..cth..bile mrh, tengking..n pas2 wt mcm xde pape...or mrh terus gtau die mrh...melalui verbal or nonverbal communication...dgn hempas2 brg..hempas pintu..or sumtim shown annoying attitude...

tp knape aku xboleh? bile aku tgh penat..tgh letih..tgh xsihat..they noe it..but still make noise...n if im not enuf sleep...n tgh take rest dorg wt bising..wut should i do?? kepla pusing..penin...mcm2 lg ase....hohooooo!! y i cant marah2 org cm2 jer??? n knape org bleh show keannoyingan die pd aku..but bile aku tnjuk..knape kena kt aku balik/????

its complicated!

EngLisH oBserVatiON?

salam all..

2morow i`ll be observe by my lecturer and my guidance teacher..they are not doing in the same time..but different time..oh My God!!! i hv prepare 2 lesson plan of English, lot of activities n the different topics to teach my students.... wut should i do???

now at 22:07..im doing nothing at all...still find and surf what topic i want to teach 2morow..not hv idea laaa dear...wut should i do??teach english and math really different...if math, there have sequence topics that i should follow..but for english..it separate to themes, then a teacher should choose what the skills that the students should have..oh my god!!! i think i should start doing it now..or not..i`ll not sleep tonite! oh nOooooooooo!!

2007 vs 2010

salam..

alkisahnye...aku mmg slalu ditego gemok...walau ke mana jua aku pergi...sape tgk aku ms mle2 msuk mktb n skang sgt2 laa len! len sgtkahh aku? gemuk sgtkah aku? hehehe...alhamdulillah...aku syukur sbb usaha aku dgn minm weight gain pd awal 2008 membuahkah hasil mcm skang...skang berat aku turun nek dr 55kg - 63kg.. ahaks..mkn byk nek byk..kurang mkn turun balik..huhuh ok..jom tgk citer sy skang n zmn dolu2..heheh

2010 punyer citer...

dalam aku dok mentenetkan diri...aku ade prasan aku punye pic zaman 2007..at dat time..my weight kurang 50kg tau..nk dpt 49kg(paling berat on dat time) sikit punye susah..mmg mkn byk giler laaa ms 2...tp still xgemok2 gak..hehehe tgklaa pp n bdn aku pd ms 2007 nih..sgt2 kurus kn? heheh pd ms nih..berat aku dlm 47kg laa...i hv tried everything 2 gain weight..huhuh ms nih mmg skinny giler aku...xde isi lngsung...jom sme2 tgk zmn kekurusan aku..heheh

2007 punyer citer...

p/s: rumat aku pesan jgn kurus sgt..xcntik..hahaha...sbb die kate bahu aku bidang sgt...so kl berisi cm skang da ok..begitukah??

AdaMaya Realiti??

sape yg xpenah tgk cite adamaya nih? cite nih sgt comei...but bw maksud sgt2 tersirat..n aku sgt suke dgn jln citer die..even dok bndar...tp still menerapkan nilai2 murni..such as dgr ckp mak ayah...walaupon ht xsuke...mn2 citer pon..(s/ada dlm fantasi atau realiti)...dgr ckp mak ayah pasti akan wat kite bahgia walau kite xsuke jgak..mn ade mak ayah yg sgup tgk ank die menderita ye x??walau sesukar mn pon jln yg kite terpaksa tempuh pas terpaksa terima plhan mak ayah..but hepi ending was waiting for us..myb not right here...but there (syurga)..

aku xpenah salahkan mak ayah aku atas ape yg berlaku...walau diikotkn akal remaja aku nih, aku nk menolak..membantah..aku br je 22years old..muda lagi kan?? but i noe..dorg hanye mau tgk ank dorg hepi..n stiap berlaku pasti ade hikmah...n aku berpegang pade xsume yg kite nk adelah yg terbaek utk kiter....

berbalik pd citer adamaya...wut will i do if it hepen 2 me??ape akan aku wat kl aku jd maya??? n ape akn jd kl dani sgup kawin dgn maya on dat time???

im dilemma...

???

kenapa kite perlu memilih??

kenapa perlu ada cabaran??

kenapa perlu ade rasa sangsi??

kenapa perlu ade kecurangan??

kenapa perlu xsetia???

kenapa perlu rasa hurt begini???????

nobody will take it...

sy sdr sape sy....

wOrst oBserVAtiOn??

salam all..

feel like a stone was on my head..feel so headache..like my soul was not in my body...dunno where da soul run away...i dunno..cant explain it...i hv been observe today...im very lucky bcoz get a great person like tn hj...but dunno y..i cant perform da bez today...feel want 2 cry..bcoz wut i hv plan, i cant make it...dunno y..da students really gud...hear an did wuteva i asked..da prob is not da students...but me... wuts wrong wif me??where my soul??where my passion???dunno....my soul..my passion...plz come backkkk!!! i want do da bez 4 diz praktikum...hm...hope my soul will comeback soon!

AnyThiNg...

Da lamer x menukilkan sesuatu..rasa 1 kejanggalan pulak..but its ok wut..a step is better than no step rite? then..i`ll start a new step..a new beginning... of my life?? huhuh.. i dunno..it still pending...we hv the rite to plan..but succed or not..will back to our Almighty one..is Allah...kite hanye berdoa aje lah...

Sedar x sedar..sudah 4 taun aku kat IPGM nih..menyandang title guru pelatih...n insyaAllah...noV taun depan dengan keizinanNya..aku akn abeskan latihan aku..n jdi guru..skang..aku tgh praktikum fasa 2 slama 2 bln.. skang bru nk ckup 4 mgu..but i feel tercabar alredi..dgn kerenah budak2nye..sib bek pengurusan die sngt2 ok..thanks 2 PK and my guidance teacher coz give a lot of support...

elaun sudah masuk...n sudah byk ribu gak aku habis dalm xsampai 1bulan nih..hahaha...byk kn? mn xbyknye..dgn bil berukband laa..dgn beli itu la..ini la..sport shoes...kasut kuliahnye..mcm2 la..but im worth it.. yg paling aku suke....aku telah membeli 1 novel hlovate bertajuk VERSUS.. kwn2 aku tgk muke dpn..dorg ingt aku beli english novel..skali belek2..melayu da! aku gelak jer.... eventhough i hv read the VERSUS on net at 2005..(bleh kate sume nukilan hlovate aku da bace at dat time)..but i want 2 buy all her novels..coz die berdakwah secara xlangsung... n i really like her way..so soft and smooth jer...n care die citer cm die really expert about it..n novel die laen dr yg laen..laen dr novelis yg aku suke..cm Lynn Dayana ke..Norhayti Berahim ke.. Aisya Sofea..Fauziah Ashari..laen sgt....pasnih aku aim utk lengkapkan koleksi novel hlovate 2...aku mau cri sume...since last year..aku round KB Mall semata2 mau cari hlovate punye novel..tp xde..since aku nmpk scara xsngaja kt Jerteh..then teros beli walau wit xde... anyway hlovate..u hv done a gud work..eventhough u r not a writer..but u r gud story teller...love Hlovate!!

nih novel Versus yg baru aku beli...

nih buku2 Hlovate yg aku blom ade ag...walau da bc dlm net..aku nk cri dlm bentuk maujud lak..