Hai All...kenapakah jeles mnjadi topik sy pd hr nih? alkisahnya..sy nmpk muke kwn2..senior2 sy yg wat medic, engineering n etc...kt jepun, india, new zealand...and all around da world at newspaper.. sy rs happy 2 see them there..but, rs envy, rs sebak, terharu, jeles..n ape lagi ek? i think dat i feel jeles of them...bcoz dolu2 pon i hv think n feel 2 further my study there....but, im still in msia now...doing the course dat i hv never think before!!! at 1st, its hard 2 adapt myself..but after 4 years n half, it is too late to turn back??
rs menyesalkah?? oh tidak! sbb sblm sy memilih profesion skang, sy telah membuat solat istikarah.. n im happy coz see my father happy coz i choose this career...but, berbaloi2 kaah?? skang..sy hnye terpk utk menanamkn rs cinta sy kepada karier ini...i want 2 hv passion...but it hard...its lucky coz i take the math course..coz i luv math... but 2 fulfill the 5 years 6 months here..rs cm kena selam bawh laut! hehe
i think ade hikmah yg tersembunyi...blaja luar negara memerlukan jati diri yg kuat...at 17-18 years old, aku rs dlu aku ade jati diri yg kuat..xcm skang..aku rs cm aku terolang aling..ikot arus perubhn...2 yg aku rs berubah sgt....mgkin studi in m'sia is da bez 4 me... myb i`ll further my study there...mungkin bkn skang, ms dpn mne kita tau..ye x?? kot2 dpt ikot suami studi sne..mcm seronok jugakkan.?? (ahaha..berangan lebih2 sudah!)
buat kwn2 yg berad di luar negara...sy doakan awk sume berjaya dlm bidang msing2..walaupon rs agak malu sbb seolah2 sy tak setnding dgn awk..tp sy tau awk xpenah nk beza2kan kwn..tol x? hehehe anywy..i alwaz pray 4 ur success....May Allah Bless us... :)
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